HELP PLZ!! Getting guys to want me?

Personality-wise I am:

SOMETIMES-

~sad

~depressing

~pessimistic

~desperate

~needy

~hate myself

OTHER TIMES-

~bubbley

~fun

~outgoing

~loving

~funny

~confident

Physically:

~5'5

~fat

~I think, I'm ugly but most people call me pretty/beautiful/gorgeous

~ long brown hair w/ reddish tint and dark brown/black streaks that reaches to the small of my back

~green eyes

Style:

~totaly girly girl

~fave shoes are my black ballet flats

~I dress to make my body look best

~I wear low-cut shirts

~I usually wear jeans

I've liked my guy friend for like 1.5 yrs now and he doesn't like me and I don't think he ever will. Should I give up on him or go after him? It would be hard to give up on him, though. If I should go after him how should I do that?

Otherwise there are plenty of guys in the school I'd be friends w/ benefits w/, but I don't really talk to any of them. How do I get them to want to be w/ me?

Guys, IM me if you want!

HELP PLZ!! Getting guys to want me?

You sound like a beautiful person but just keep in mind that you can't start loving someone else if you don't completely love yourself.

~sad

~depressing

~pessimistic

~desperate

~needy

~hate myself

Those above factors need to be dealt with ;)

HELP PLZ!! Getting guys to want me?

you're fine. Just don't appear to be desperate. I know people don't like that much.